Friday, October 24, 2014

Enchantment

Two hearts enchanting one another...
two souls bound to each other... 
They finally found each other after a long time of waiting and suffering...
Together they lived... inseparable no matter how hard life tried, they always grew stronger... 
They lived by the sea... where they always wanted...

He was a one of a kind... a marvelous sailor, a perfect fisher man... 
When he was wandering and searching for her.. He crossed many, many seas... until he finally found her, and settled to be only a fisher man, bound by her heart... believing this was worth every bit of sleepless nights he had to pass to find her.. 
Along the day he fished and she was with him.... 
And along the night they would stay by the fire...
She holding him between her arms... singing only to him.. Till he surrenders to beautiful sleep...

One day, he woke up finding himself in great pain... 
He knew what was with him, he knew the cure was so away... and that it was a long journey away from home... 
He hid it from her... smiling at her...  trying to endure the pain as each day passed...
But it wasn't merely working ... the pain grew larger... And he was no longer able to hide it from her...

She could sense that something was troubling him... she could see it in broken soul... Despite of his smiling eyes and lips... 
Whenever the night comes... she could feel that his mind was lost with the sea... she would hold him between her arms... trying to guide his lost mind home... 
Their souls were bound so close that she felt the pain and knew what he had to do to lose it...
She knew he had to go... away in the sea... to find the cure and finally rest...

She started preparing his boat… As she knew he had to go, but he wouldn't do it unless she asks him to...
As painful as it was, she devoted herself to prepare his boat so well he wouldn't need anything on his travel... so that he would return safe home..

The day he was leaving was so dark that she felt that the sun never came up... he promised he would come back as there were no home but her heart to him.. And she promised she will always keep a lit candle at night by the window so that he could see it, and that she will sing every night by the sea so that her voice would guide him home...
In spite of the pain he was in, he left with a smile on his lips and tears of love in his eyes... 
She stood by the sea till the boat was no longer there.. 

By day she fished as they did together, by night she would light a candle and sit by the sea to singing hoping he would hear her….

Years passed, her heart still burning by his fire ... And yet she sings... never losing hope he would return home...  


Thursday, October 16, 2014

Beautiful death

Life... 
However bad it is.. Or good it is...
Is a mortal state... 
No matter how hard people wanna live.. They eventually will die..
I see no difference..
It's like... Being in opened water.. You swim perfectly...
And you swim and swim..
But there is no land.. You can see none...
So what you say in your mind.. Is no.... I ain't gonna give up.. I am gonna fight.. I am gonna reach the land.. I am gonna be safe!
And then you swim and swim again...
But still there is no land..
Your arms are weakened.. You can't feel your legs
Hungry, thirsty... With all the water and fish surrounding you...
Your vision weakened..
your mind just fixing on one thing.. Just one thing...
Is there is even anything on the other side?
Or am I only dreaming of something... That never really existed?
How did I end up here?
Then..... There is a choice... A second one...
Its either.. You go on and swim or you just let go and let the water take you
So you decide to give it another go, and swim...
You keep on swimming till you can't feel any of your limps... The water gets heavier by each second....and yet.. There is no land..
So.. Smiling and knowing... That this is the end... You just stop fighting .... Take a deep breath.. And stop moving... and surrender to the beautiful death :)