Tuesday, September 15, 2015
The Twin Flame
Friday, September 4, 2015
Running
Everything's blurring up..
Will this rumble settle?
Running...
Panicking..
She is struggling for life...
Running...
Saturday, August 29, 2015
What a Life!
Sunday, August 2, 2015
Belonging
You don't even know what this is..
It is weird and you never felt like this before...
You try and try...
May be a hug will do?
Sometimes it does, and sometimes it does not.
Does it depend on the person giving you the hug?
May be it is not the hug itself that makes a difference, may be the feeling of belonging it creates,,,
Yes, I think this is it.
Belonging...
When you feel you belong to someone or somewhere...
You're attached...
It is not always a good thing, attachment..
But it is a small price you pay if you have to compare it to belonging...
Belonging... Hmmmm....
The word itself has a good effect.
Belonging is never finding yourself alone.
Belonging is never worrying about the future, knowing that you will never get lost.
Serenity and safety are results of the feeling of belonging...
It fills up the void inside..
Belonging is finding home...
Suffocating
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
Shades...
A mother walking taking the hand of her little girl who is barely at the length of her knees.. And who was looking at the world with such wonder in her eyes...
All I could think of is, how it is like to be a child...
Childhood is the forever kingdom, a kingdom where everything and anything is possible... The one place that nobody dies..
Everything is new... Everyday is Christmas..
Pure feelings..
Bold dreams...
The world by then is full of colours, sparks and joy...
Turning my sight from this colorful picture and gazing at the adults on the very same sidewalk...
What happens through their lives to make them shift from being so colorful and playful to blacks and whites,,,
Burdens of life? Bills?
I keep thinking hard of what makes people look like empty shells when they grow up..
I thought it might be responsibilities, may be putting food on the table, personal burdens and pains, the long journey of chasing dreams.. Losses...
Not every where you look is light..
No more easy sparks,,,
May be because they realized that there is death and loss..
Or may be these people I have seen are just tired and tomorrow they will be fine,
I decided to let that matter go, because I will never be able to tell what was the reason of the black and white versions I just witnessed..
Days later, I looked at myself, saw my reflection in the mirror ...
Friday, May 29, 2015
The two words
Letting go...
These two words,,,
They have been spinning into my head for quite some time..
What does letting go really mean? Or stand for?!
Does it have to be for loved ones who died for example, when a person lets go of his grief?
Or is it related to things we can't do? So we have to let them go?
May be even letting go of our fears?
Or should it directly relate to hopes, dreams and lost love?!
Well, I am not really sure what it entirely stands for, what I am sure of is,,,
Life is an act of letting go... And that in most cases,, Letting go truly hurts..
To me,, It's like, having to cut one of your limps of you...
You don't really want to see yourself doing it... But sometimes it is the only choice you have got left,,,, In order to protect the remaining broken pieces of you from being shattered, in order to continue living..
I thought to myself, maybe it is all for a purpose… May be,, A person has to be in a place to be able to surely define what he wants and what he can and can't do in the future..
Reading what I wrote now, it seems like words weak person would be thinking of ... But I am sure now, it is not..
When you let go, you're stronger than ever... You are a better version of yourself.. A version that is looking for a brighter future...
But don’t get me wrong though,,, I am not really cheering for you guys to let go of what you can’t do or face.
letting go is not always the right thing to do.
You should be fighting for your dreams, your hopes… for what you believe in and what you care for. You should be facing your fears…
So, eventually there is a fine line between weakness and having to let go…
But for now, If you feel pain, Please,, You are not alone... Your bitterness won't last very long… And there will come a day when you feel free...