Father

Today i almost forgot you are not here anymore

I grabbed my phone, was going to call you....
But then I came to my senses...

I wish that when i miss you, 

I could dial your number and call

I wish i could tell you 

All that burdens me 

And all what goes inside

All the fire and the screams... 

I wish you could be here to guide me

Hug me and wipe away my pain... 

Father... i miss you 

I do... 

As life goes on and on

The depth of me missing you increases.. 

A crack... 

that is really hard to fix.. or fill...

i never thought this is how life would turn out like... 

coz when you were here... 

it felt like a dream

Perfect in every way... 

But now you are not here 

And life is not really fair... 

But finally, soon we will meet and we will have eternity together to spend... :)