Till I see you again

We have all lost someone
Someone special
Someone who is to each one of us...
The irreplaceable...

I have lost a few actually...
Sadness... Crying... Silent despair... all kinds of loss signs...
This,, I can live with...

But the unbearable feeling of never giving up hope they will always come back...
eats you alive...
Burns your soul every single time you think of it...
Knowing it will never be true,,,

But still you can't force yourself to believe the fact they are actually gone...
That they will never come back !

You find yourself waiting for any sign
Waiting for them to come back saying 'hey!! Got you! ' and then you all fall into laughter till you can't breathe
You feel them around you all the time...
Inside you even...
Your breaths intertwined together...
You are united...

Your mind is unable to process... that you are not in a dream...

And when you think about it... and admit the fact to yourself
You find yourself unable to breathe
Re-living every single moment of this loss...
Till you finally give in and lose it...
however losing it means to you,,, crying,, screaming,,, sitting in silence and isolation...

Then you are back when you started...
Having faith,,, hoping you will see them again... one day...


Give this track a go if you don't know it, it is a song that says it all...
https://youtu.be/RgKAFK5djSk