What a Life!

What if the world was still the same since the time before man landed his feet on it...

Mmmmm

For me,, 

I think I would prefer to live somewhere by water,,

By the sea side... In a cave may be.. 

Where I could wake up everyday to the rhythm of sea waves 

crashing on the shore.. 

and there might be the sound of the wind blowing into a nearby field... 

Making the green leaves and grass move and join the melody of the sea waves steady rhythm.

It is amazing when anyone could wake up everyday by this enchanting natural music.

I would sit by the sea,, 

Have a simple breakfast by the sea, may be a coconut milk drink.. 

Smelling the fresh air and enjoying the quietness and relaxation..

By noon I would go sailing to get my lunch... 

And may be swim a little.. 

Returning to land, after catching what I would eat... I might just go for a walk in the field next to where I'd live.. 

Gathering some crops, may be some corn and berries.. 

Then sit under a tree to have lunch by the time the sun sets... On the beach...

And by night fall, 

I would lie next to my cave...

Watching the sky and stars all over ... While the sea waves are in the background... 

In such life, nature surrounds me everywhere,,, all I could see is vast areas and amazing sights.

Everything is intensified, and life is steady and having a slow rhythm, making everything more colorful and meaningful... 

Mmmm... 

What a life... 

Belonging

It feels really bad when you have something inside you and you can not really describe it to anyone, not even to yourself,,, and you can not take it out..

You don't even know what this is..
It is weird and you never felt like this before...

You try and try...
May be a hug will do?

Sometimes it does, and sometimes it does not.
Does it depend on the person giving you the hug?
May be it is not the hug itself that makes a difference, may be the feeling of belonging it creates,,,

Yes, I think this is it.

Belonging...

When you feel you belong to someone or somewhere... 

Like being connected and linked to this person or place.

You're attached...
It is not always a good thing, attachment..

But it is a small price you pay if you have to compare it to belonging...

Belonging... Hmmmm....
The word itself has a good effect.

Belonging is never finding yourself alone. 

Always having a way to share things, yourself, your dreams, even sharing your nonsensical talks without any kind of thinking, boundaries or walls..

Belonging is never worrying about the future, knowing that you will never get lost. 

It is like standing on solid ground... 

Having an origin point to your core..

Serenity and safety are results of the feeling of belonging...
It fills up the void inside..
Belonging is finding home...

Suffocating

Darkness is around her... 

Deep inside, she is scared...

She wants to run, but she knows no where... 

Panic takes over, and her face is calm... 

She walks down the dark road... with no light at the end... 

She is looking for a familiar face,,, to calm her riving soul.. 

Air gets thinner by every passing moment..

She can't breathe... 

She looks around with pleading eyes,, she is searching... anyone?! HELP!

She feels she is drowning in the air... 

With no one watching... No one there... 

He is looking for her.

He had a dream that he had to find her.. and something told him she is there... 

His breath getting hastier by every step he takes...

Suffocating as she goes...

He spots her... 

Watching from a distance... 

He sees through her and he knows she's scared... 

Her uncertain, pained path is interrupted by his glorious soul...

She has her eyes on him... 

All she could see is light...

He holds her in his embrace.. 

Everything is going to be alright, he says...

Tears are pouring from her eyes... 

He hugged her tighter…

To calm her soul... 

It is like the emptiness inside her was nothing... Like it never existed.. 

She feels safe... 

She could breathe again... 

Her soul is serene.

She had him… 

He is her protecting shield…

His scent is all she could breathe…

It is all she needs…

He raps his arms tighter around her…

She dozes into his presence, his embrace…

Feeling safe,,,

She closes her eyes...

Still in his arms…

And like a baby, she goes to sleep…