Sunday, May 8, 2016

Sweat and blood

Standing in the arena ...
His eyes are blurry...
All he could sense is
Sweat and blood
Yells and screams of cheers
There must be huge crowd

It is really hot... 
His heart is rapidly pounding..
He barely could breathe... 
Suddenly without seeing..
A punch to his face was shot...
On ground he falls
Facing the cold surface...

All he could feel is pain... 
Throughout his body and mind... 
The world went silent
Like no one was there...
Sweat and blood 
he could taste... 

The world goes dark...
and he relaxes...
In his mind he thinks...
oh the ground is so soft..
May be this is what I should do..
Lying here till the end of time...
His muscles started to relax... 
His heart slowed down.. 
He could finally breathe fine... 
As he was lying on the ground... 

He opened his eyes…
Blinded by lights..
He couldn’t see what was going on…

He became aware of the cheers again
Wait!  It is familiar..
Where is that coming from…
His eyes turned really wide..
He saw himself standing up..
Is this a dream or what?
Or am I dead? He says

He then had the urge
That made him stand back up…
To face this horrible fight..

He slowly rose back up…
With all the sweat and blood… 

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

الحنية

الحنية...
أيوة الحنية مش الجنية :D عشان الناس الكيوت
اكتشفت انهاردة إن الحنية دي... موهبة.. أه والله...
عمرك شوفت حد بيكتسب الحنية؟؟؟
يا إما بتتولد بيها،،، يا إما هتعيش وتموت وأنت بتحاول... وفي الغالب مش هتعرف...
فلو إنت حنين... استخدم ده وساعد كل اللي محتاج شوية...
ممكن تستخدم ده بكذا طريقة الحقيقة... كلمة واحدة ممكن تقولها... تعبر عن كل اللي جواك ....
عنيك ممكن تعبر برده.. أهتمامك... تصرف واحد ممكن يغير كتير.
نيجي بقى للشباب إللي معندهومش نعمة الحنية..
خلاص يا حبايبي... مش موضوع.... كل واحد ربنا بيديله موهبة... ممكن متبقاش حنين بس تبقى بتقدر ظروف الناس...
ممكن متبقاش حنين بس تبقى بتعرف ترسم، أو تغني... أو أي حاجة تانية....
بس ثانية واحدة....
لازم نقف هنا وقفة مهمة جداً.... في فرق كبير بين الحنية
والمحن..
مكبرها عشان الناس تاخد بالها ....وكتسه...
إللي الناس مش فهماه ولا واخدة بالها منه أن المحن بيتفقس...
يعني متغنيش على نفسك وعلى الناس...
عشان بعد كده هيطلع منظرك وحش ... زي الكذب كده ... مالوش يا عين أمه رجلين..
لو أنت عارف أو عارفة أن مفيش موهبة الحنية... خلاص ماتمثلش...

المشرحة مش ناقصة قُتلة.

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

Your Mirror 2

I'm the one from the dark side,,
of my mind
The incarnated desire
The one I wanted to be
And always feared to be
I'm the monster...

Returning to you

Monday, March 28, 2016

Your mirror

I am me,
I am you
I am the silenced cry,
The unspoken words,
I am your lust,
The incarnated desire,
I am your need,
I am your mirror...

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

الخازوق

الخوازيق..
الخوازيق اللي في حياتنا متعددة.. و مختلفة تمام الإختلاف فى الأحجام والأشكال..
ومتعددة في الوقت ذاته من اتجاه الخازوق اللي جي عليك....
تبقى قاعد في حالك كده.. كافي خيرك شرك..
وهوب تلاقي نفسك لبست يا حبت عيني في خازوق...
خازوق يجي في الشغل...
خازوق من حد بتحبه... 
سواء كان بقى صديق أو حبيب... أو أي حد بتحبه وخلاص..
تتناسب بقى شدة تأثير الخازوق طردياً مع معزِّة مُوجِه الخازوق..
يعني مثلاً لو حد معاك في الشغل هو اللي لبسك في الخازوق.. مش هيبقى تأثيره زي لو صديق العمر هو اللي عمل كده..
لأن ببساطة في الحالة الأولى، هيبقى الخازوق.. مجرد خازوق ،بيوجع بس برضه مجرد خازوق...
لكن في الحالة الثانية هتكون جريمة عظمى لا تُغتفر.
الحاجة الأوحش والمشتركة بين كل الخوازيق، إنها بتبقى غير متوقعة..
طبيعي... ما هو خازوق!!
الصدمة بتبقى في بعض الأحيان غير مصدقة..
إللي هو إزاي بعد كل ده والعشرة ... تلبس في خازوق شيك زي ده؟؟؟
وهنا تأتي المقولة الشهيرة بتاعة.. إعرف صاحبك وعلم عليه.. 
والمقولة الأكثر شهرة دلوقتي.. مافيش صاحب، يتصاحب...
لأن اللي لبسك الخازوق مرة... مش هيفكر ولا هيتردد إنه يلبسهولك ثاني وثالث...
إزي الصحة؟؟؟
يا رب دايماً كويسين.

Wednesday, March 9, 2016

Lose Yourself

Do it for someone who cares for you deeply..
Who would stay awake at night watching you sleep..
Do it for someone who genuinely loves you...
Sees you the way you are..

Do it for someone who dreams of you..
Who wants to spend an eternity with you..
Who cherishes your well being everyday..
Who adores your every single flaw, before your good deeds...

Do it for someone that without you,,, the world will mean nothing...
Who thinks of you as the best thing that ever happened..
Who dreams of your babies together...
Who fills the missing parts of your heart and soul..

Do it for someone who never gets sick of watching you smile...
Who never gets tired of you...
Who would do his best to keep you happy..
Who completes you...

Do it for someone who wouldn't give up on you...
Who thinks that you are going to work on and mend everything.. Together...
Who would always keep the promises....

Do it for someone whose life is yours and your life his..
Who would always keep you in his hug..
Protected and safe..
Like nothing in the world can hurt or affect you...

Do it for the someone you think of whenever something goes wrong..
And run towards his embrace if you are scared..
Who makes the world's obstacles easy..

Do it... Lose yourself into someone who is passionate about you...


Sunday, February 21, 2016

The beacon of light

I was listening the other day to a piece of music that reminded me so much of someone...
The music was so strongly composed...
Moving forward, and rich...
Yet at some point, it has a touch of emotion and sadness..

I don't know...
This is how I felt it was...

This piece of music made me feel like I want to keep this person all the time cherished and loved.. For the rest of my life...

After all, I know what this person had to endure for me..
What they managed to overcome to become what they are..
What they had to forgive of my own personal mistakes, that affected them personally, directly or indirectly...

Regardless to all the difficulties they had to face in the world....
They still smile!

How can a person carry the whole weight of the world on his own shoulders and still have the capability of smiling??!!
Not just smiling, it is not... But actually the ability to transfer and infect others with the same exact smile and what's more.. HOPE...

Strong.. Like a mountain...
Inspiring...
Hope giver...
Supporter..
Respectful...
Caring...
And above all, happiness and comfort infectious.

If you ever had this person in your life (few or just one), never let go of them.. For they are the beacon of light to everyone around them...

I am just lucky and blessed to have  this amazing bright spot in my life...


P.S.  Here is the piece of music I mentioned above, I hope you enjoy it as much as I do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z01N1V4quTw&feature=youtu.be