Tuesday, October 6, 2015

Broken hearted

Heaviness in your chest
The constant feeling that you are irritated and sad
Tears that never dry over your pillow at night
Nightmare and screams in your sleep
Songs that when you hear, you feel like crying...

Your breath that feels hard to take
The one person you think of in the begining of the day and before your sleep...

Insomnia... 

If you do have these symptoms, then you have a broken heart my friend... 

The feeling that no matter what you do, no matter where you'd be, you are still alone... 
No matter how many people you are hanging with or how many friends you know, they are not the person you'd rather be with... 

Noone can satisfy you... 
Nothing can replace that empty space in your heart...

The pain in your chest increases as time goes on and it gets heavier and heavier...
Your eyes are sad, tears come easy and the term happiness seems like a long forgotten expression, that you no longer understand or feel.. 
Like it has been dark since you were born... 
You see no colours, to you, everything lost its taste

There is no purpose of life...

You start taking a poker face with everyone, telling people you are fine, when you feel like dying inside... 

You go home everyday wishing to spend some more minutes with this person, smell his scent, watch his smile... 

This must be the end, you think...
There is no more future for me... 

It is not... 

The key to overcome this is to let your feelings out... With a friend, family or even with yourself, write it down, record what you feel, whatever that will make you comfortable...

Then comes the second part, where you understand that you are going through phases and that, there is no rushing... Take your time... 

Give yourself the time you need to let your feelings out, be okay with the facts and face them bravely...

Know that life takes things to give things, even if later... And also know that, life never stops for anyone... 

Time heals everything... And as time goes on... The pain will go away... Your broken heart will heal and your tears will stop and dry... 


Don't lose hope...

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